Okay, so i'm sick again ><

Well not surprising after sleeping at 12+ everyday and waking up at 4.30am to study for the past week when I had to study for Math and Geog test and also prepare for CO Concert.

But nontheless, CO Concert was a great success! :D

So much compliments from everybody about the concert, haha. And also many many people to thank (:

Today slept until 9am and then woke up to practice piano and did some homework, not very efficient since I'm having the random diziness and all that =/

MUST JIAYOU! 1 MORE MONTH TO EXAMS! And just 1month and a few more days to flying off! :D

Gonna fly back to China on the same plane with Jiaqin, Zhou Shao and Jiahuan! Yay! Since I'm getting off first at Fuzhou then they will continue for another 2 hours+ to Hangzhou.

Will be visiting Tianran, Anzhi, Xuehe they all in Tianjin as well! Then might go to Beijing together!

YAYY! So much to look forward to during the holidays.

But as of now, I have the following to worry about:

1. CHEM QUIZ (wed)
2. INTERVIEW!!!! crap. (wed)
3. EXAMS! EXAMS! EXAMS!
4. Clean and Green Carnival.
5. SSEF.

Rawr.


YOOO EVERYONE!

Colours of Autumn
Chinese Orchestra Concert
25 September 2009
Friday, 7pm
@NUS High School Auditorium
*Free Admission

秋之色
华乐团音乐会
9月25日
星期五，晚上7点
@国大附中 观众席
*入场免费

BE THERE TO SUPPORT! =D
Refreshments are provided!

Teachers like Mr Yee and Mr Ku will be performing! :D
Talent Search Winner - Emily! :D

Woohoo! =D


I FORGOT TO POST ABOUT BOTANIC GARDENS!

How could I!

But it's so late now! I shall post tmr! Cookie!(:

And I really needa put all the links back on my blog if not blog-hopping is so hardd =( It's so limited with so few links.


Rah rawr. I haven't practiced piano =/

Butbut, i did work today okay! :D

btw. something funny today is that i woke up like the second before I got off my dad's car and rushed into the hall and i was almost late.

Panted like crazy during the national anthem and suddenly realised that I was supposed to make announcement today! But crap, I totally forgot and didn't write the script! O.O

Then I went backstage and started typing the script in my phone and so I read from my phone. Haha! At least I make it through =.=

nevermind. haha.


ahh. My next few saturdays are booked AGAIN! =/ i wanna mug already...

So much happend in term 3 that I didn't even study properly. Even I myself felt that the results were damn digusting... ><

畅畅拿出你的勇气来奋斗吧！！~~


I'm in NUS Library currently, though finished my read up for IR but still coming here to do work.

3 main things that I haven't done:

Chinese Essay - today start, edit tomorrow, refine sunday.
Bio Assignment - tomorrow
Math Notes questions - tomorrow.

Oh and I need to repack all my files. They are messy like crap. ><
I wanna start my Term 4 fresh and organized. No more slacker me. ><

Kay shall go and do physics for half an hour before going for lunch. and then school.


昨天我收到的一条短信是这么写的：

人和人是完全不一样的生物，你应该很清楚的。
所以要学会了解别人，才会避免受到伤害。
不能以你自己的心态去要求别人，这只会徒增烦恼。
要别人一时间改变自己的习性，怎么可能？

我觉得这条短信对我感触很大。不管是对家里，对朋友，都是一样的。

不过我想在了解别人和要别人改变上加上 包容 ，或许不要人家为你而改变，让你自己学会有颗包容、宽容别人的心。

这是一种高尚的品德。但也很难完全拥有。

这是锻炼自己的方法。

环境不能适应你，你一定要适应它！


就像我对雪禾说的，只要真诚的对人，做真实的自己。现在加上包容别人。而只有能接受真是的你的人才是永久的朋友。真心朋友是双方面的，不能只让一方来承担维持友情的任务。如果你发现你不用心了，那你就不能成为那个人的真心朋友。而如果你觉得你的努力是单方面的，那就放弃吧，他不会是你的真心朋友。

我真的真的在维持我与每一个人的友情。而这努力是真心的。虽然我这样说自己很欠扁，但是这是真的。

今天我也发现了一件事。

可能你永远都不会来这里，不过我想对你说的是

今天晚上跟你聊天，发现你真的是一个很勇敢很勇敢也很善良的人。我突然发现我对你抱怨我的家庭是多么的可笑。我不该对你有成见，我应该向你学习。

你是我第二个错怪的好人。


我有一次一直跟天然说 你们错怪某某人了。你们不了解他。
可是我没有想到我自己也在错怪身边的人。

所以。在了解别人之前，绝对不要对一个人下定论。这样不会伤害别人，也不会伤害自己。了解了别人，会发现每个人从心里的深处都是好人，只是有些人懂得表达出来，有些人不懂得罢了。


成就 - 是个陌生的感觉。
今天我 [终于] 再一次感受到了

Yup.
(If you wanna skip the crap, scroll down to the chinese part at the bottom of the post. )

I felt accomplished today!

Reached NUS Library at 10am and started with some IR research. Well, more of self studying Weibull Function.

Anyway, started to mug geography and managed to finish 2 lectures today, which is quite a lot if you wanna try to fully understand and remember it. Did half of lec 3 but couldn't finish cos I don't really understood so might as well not continue. Gonna meet Mrs Yeo tomorrow and ask her.

Did question 1 for geog assignment and left question 2 for tomorrow cos it's under lecture 3. =P

What else did I do..

OH. I did my english homework with a really really REALLY big dictionary today. HAHA.

Revised some chemistry too. Basically because I did badly for a quiz =/

Anyway comment of the day: Reference collection 'room' is eerie silence =.=
(Though Science Library is far worse...)

I saw Mrs Chui today.

Left the library at 9.30pm. Yeah that's like almost 12 hours in NUS.

Tomorrow (today)'s gonna be another busy day! =D

8am Wake up.
Do physics.
Go to school and meet Mrs Yeo.
Lunch
Do work or Practice song.
Go for class outing.
Go for movie!

Hahaha.

Work work work and more work =/ from the day after tomorrow (today) onwards.

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今天晚上在回家的路上跟妈妈聊天，心里总结很久的一些东西想了遍。

不管那些乱七八糟的，总要的是真诚待人，做简单真实的自己。

妈妈说，这世界上太多人都是为别人而活，别人喜欢怎么样就做什么样给人家看
我说，这样不是很辛苦。


对的，其实做人很简单。


妈妈说，人云亦云的人是平庸的。
我想了想，我有时候还是会这样的。有进步的空间。

都说不要让别人的眼光影响自己，可是怎么办呢？我的测试出来是个 I 啊。


想想最近发生的事，我觉得我太容易被人与人之间发生的小小的不愉快影响。

到底是为什么？
因为我是 I？就像给 I 写的，我害怕被孤立。我怕被人家拒绝。我希望，我喜欢大家都很好都很开心的天天在一起。

嗯。哦。

越说越混乱 = =

刚说的要做简单真实的自己。所以不应该纠结这些，我是怎样就保持自己的风格!
It's just me!


噢累累，新面孔！

虽然弄完了超级有成就感的不过无意中又调了一个中文字体很小很难看到的blogskin. 弄大了英文又会超级难看的。

要不是这个Blog用了超久我真的很想搬家耶，找个新blog.

不过话说：日久生情 嘛，这里记载了我几年人生中的点点滴滴，真不舍得~

好叭好叭。

今天晚上弄这个又没干件正经事，明天早上要去星巴克读书！俺们要奋斗知道伐！不过好想使腰跟周少拿我的东西去吼。。。怎么办 = =




我饿了。



Had been blogging quite frequently x) Basically because there's time and mood to =D

Anyway, here's something interesting:





LOL. I have like totally no idea who are those people, except for Joey and Zhang Ziyi. Hahahaha x)

And lol okay, so I look like Kana, whoever that is. Hahah. o.O

Anyways. Today was plain tedious! ><

First I reached queenstown at 9am for Piano lesson, then I went NUS to do some read up for IR. Then I went to school for CO, skipping lunch, until 5pm.

I stayed on about 30mins to 1 hr more to do the sectional practice for Canon In D, and then practiced the song with the Chenwei and Xuehe for the China Student performance o.o

Sooooo tired now, but nvm I shall go and study some geography.


oh rawr.

I slept until 12noon today because the TYA high tea was cancelled, thinking I will be hardworking to do what I wrote in the afternoon.

In the end, I ended up being bored and playing neopets =.=

Then I slept from 4pm to 6pm o.o

Woke up to eat dinner. =.=

Practice piano for 2 hours then watched TV for an hour and continued for another hour plus. Finished up my music homework and then did a little bit of Geography.

Argh =.=

Tomorrow's got two days of stuff to do.

I'm like chionging everything now so that I don't have to chiong during school days. ><

Anyway, time to sleep. Watched TV from 12midnight. I swear that Channel 55 is damn nice =D

Piano at 9am tomorrow. o.o
Gonna go NUS Library and do abit of research work for IR and mug there before going to school for CO. =P


Oh no why does SPCA only allow volunteers at least 18 years of age T.T


Went jurong bird park today for the Science Comm lesson! =D

Quite fun to see the birds! And they are so cute and pretty! xD But there's alot of things to mug. ><

Ohoh, there's this Caucasian guy in our class who is SO PRETTY AND HOT. hahahah xD
*fangirls*

Anyway, yesterday I wanted to relax so badly that I went for 2 movies in a row at GV Tampines. The first one is Up at 7.20pm which ends at 9pm sharp and then i immediately hopped over to Cinema 5 for the next movie - G-Force.

Both of them are uber touching and really really nice. I think G Force is nicer than Up.

Not only that the guinea pigs are so cute in G Force but I love their team spirit and all that! =)

But there's a hiccup in between.

When I went to Cinema 5, I at first accidentally went into Cinema 6. It was showing Dance Flick which is NC 16 and there were scenes that are so SUPER crude and sick in the wrong way. I mean if it's like those romance NC 16 still acceptable but those super crude stuff I was like "ohmygod that's so...."

Anyway, I looked at the time and realised it was like 9.30 already. The adverts shouldn't be this long. THEN i realised I ran into the wrong cinema and went to watch G Force.

So, i missed 15 to 20 mins of G Force. T.T

Anyway, having a bad sore throat now and shall go shower and rest! =)

TOMORROW NEED TO PRACTICE PIANO ALREADY!


Woohoo Holidays! =D

话说。
从学校出来的时候，每次都有很不想直接回家的感觉 = =
这是很不好的~
我要改掉。

还有。
今天畅畅回家的时候路过一间发饰店，
很自然的走了进去。。
还买了两个头箍。。

突然发现自己还是挺爱打扮的 = =
一直觉得自己很中性，不过突然感觉自己还是很女生的。。
可能是被压抑着的 = =

Goals of Holiday:

- To study for :

• Bio Quiz 2 (T4W1)
• Bio Exam
  
• Funtions Test 2
• Geography Test 2

and make sure I do well in them! (:

- To revise PHYSICS thoroughly.
- To revise CHEMISTRY thoroughly.
(Actually math geog and bio too but will definitely do so since I have to study for the tests too. )

- To practice for China Students' item at CO Concert
- To practice Piano PROPERLY.(:
- To finish my UK Visa Application.
- To go Kbox with Meifang!
- To watch a few movies! =D

Hahaha. Seems like a lot of things to do =P But shall plan out my time well so I won't waste them! =)

Movies to catch:

- Up (tonight)
- G-Force
- 9
- I love you, Beth Cooper
- Aliens in the Attic
- My sister's keeper
- Accident

O.O that's alot. But list subject to modification according to reviews =D hahah.

Anyway, relaxed yesterday and today.

Will be going Jurong Bird Park for training tmr! =D Hope it's as fun as the training they had in Zoo! Shall study abit after I come back tomorrow. Will have to plan out a schedule ((:

I'M GONNA BE DIFFERENT! (:


I guess I was wrong about him from the start. I shouldn't judge a person by what he say and how he present himself. Probably he was trying to help me all along and I was the person who had been inferior and rejecting all the help.

I should and I need to start working on it.

I gave myself a thorough thought just now.

Am I really that bad in it? I don't think so.
Is this topic really that irritating and ridiculous? I don't think so either.

Maybe my mum was right, if you don't go in and put your heart into it, you can never get it right.

Let me survive through it this time and prove myself to him and to everyone else.

There's this guilt in me suddenly...


Argh I don't like quizzes and tests. Esp for physics. Shoooo.

Gonna have a physics test tomorrow and I haven't really studied. Need to do last min mugging.

This holiday's gonna be busy and quite tiring. With all the practices and stuff. But I'm still gonna make time for Kbox with Meifang they all. I CANT WAIT MAN. =D

I needa catch up with some work already. Lagging behind a bit on all the subjects, cos I haven't really looked at some notes the 2nd time, esp physics. This will be done during holidays.

Tmr is my last test for the term. I just hope I survive through it with something like a 70%.


The term 4 Suchang is gonna be different!


For some reason I really hope I'm 304. Though everyone there is like so pro, but at least that kind of environment motivates me to study harder and push for something better, not being satisfied with what I already achieved.

I really wanna slow down abit in life and just enjoy the bits of happenings here and there without worrying for anything else. Well I guess that'll be after exams. Hais. Actually, I even doubt so.