So its the first day of school. Well, it's alright? hahaa. (:

Its kind of nice to get back to school (excluding the fact that there's a lot of things to do this sem =.= ) Although there's alot of things to study this sem, I'm actually looking forward to some of them. Like Chinese Culture when we will be learning the China History which wanted to learn soooo loooong ago =D Piano Lessons! Yes it's tiring to practice everyday despite the timetable when you are so tired that your fingers have totally no strength but still (: Squeeze some strength out then. AND CELLO(: well not confirmed but most probably! Maybe sports nutrition too...and some other stuff. haha.

This way 144 days will pass pretty fast I guess?

144 days more.

A part of today wasn't happy. I missed home. I wanna go back to China. It's ironic that I'm blogging about this in English but since I've started my post in this blog today, might as well. Almost cried but well managed not to. (:

So 144 days more.

144 days more to last day of Sem 2. To flying off again.


Timetable had been out for quite long already and staring at it, I'm still thinking if I should even take up any electives at all other than Chinese Culture since it just takes up half of a two hour break which I will most probably be wasting away.

The other electives, are all two hours per lesson, four hours a week. This might been a four MC and it also means lots of things to learn and study. If that is the case, I'm considering to drop those.

I've finally found myself a good piano teacher and a place to learn Cello. I want to be not just good in acads but also something else, to have a talent somewhere else. Again, looking at the super cram timetable that we're given, I doubt I will have the time to manage electives and instruments at the same time. These instruments are just like an extra music module to me. It takes time to learn, understand, practice and perfect. Together with my non-acads stuff like council, MA and CCA (which I'm alr kinda struggling in sem 1), I really doubt that I can cope the electives.

While Gregory says now I shouldn't be at a point where CAP is the most important thing at the end of a semester. Yes I agree. My CAP is kinda stable already, fluctuating around that line. But, I still need to put in the effort to maintain it. With the timetable (if I take elecs), I will be reaching home at earliest 5pm everyday and that sucks. Again, not only there's no time for practice, lessons, I doubt there's even time to study what I need to study. And in the end, I will end up studying only again.

Well I have to admit that I'm not talented in Sciences and Math, at least not as talented in them as people like Su Hang. I don't have to mug THAT hard but I still need to mug more than those very talented ones.

Another thing is that, if I take elecs, it will defeat the my will to learn instruments and read up on things on my own because I simply don't have time. The stress of the eleces' grades will also affect me. In the end I will have a life with school, and school only. That's not what I want. I want to have a life, to do things I want to do and I believe acads is not everything.

Well, if I'm not born to be a person like some super pro professor or researcher, then I will just do my part as a doctor/medical researcher/teacher/vet/animal specialist/etc (hahaha), something that I enjoy. All I want from my job is steady income that allows me to have a good life and happiness, not fame.

Hmm. I'll decide after the first week of lessons. There's still add/drop period.






要搬家咯~ 以后可能会在这里写

http://home.51.com/suchang28

But maybe I will be writing on both.

ENGLISH HERE (:

Chinese there xD

whee (:


话说 我都已经回来两天了 还是什么都还么开始做

天天懒懒散散的 太颓废了

明天 我一定要开始努力了~ 假期作业为起点 = =

想起以前在小学的时候 （特别是还在国内的时候）那个假期作业的量 差距阿~

所以现在的我很没用的捏 一点都做不完 = =


事先声明 以下内容在中国发生 未成年喝酒不犯法！


这次回去 完全的放轻松 完全的野掉了

在福州的时候

去妈妈朋友开得酒吧 混到12点

和爸爸公司的同事姐姐们去唱歌到 凌晨 2 点， 我喝了四杯， 算少了!

去杭州上海 玩 和陈唯 雨祖宗 雪禾 去唱歌

和他们还有嘉沁 蔡宇去杭州乐园 那天气叫个 晒阿~~

和陈唯 雪禾 蔡宇 周少 去西湖边上骑车

国内就是国内 家长们都会请客 我们自己出去有时也喜欢请个客啊~

多好。

新加坡那啥， AA 制 太过火了。感觉搞得人与人之间都没有感情了

分得清清楚楚的 不够豪爽。

对了 那天我们在楼外楼吃饭 喝了点酒 周少脸一下就红了 没酒量~

嗯嗯 知道你会反驳 我也没酒量好吧~

蔡宇和陈唯是人不貌相啊~


回去嘛 人放松了 在比较熟悉的地方 也比较美好

话说 不管外面再好 还是家乡的月亮比较圆啊~

畅畅我绝对不忘本~！!

在外面 只有我们一家四口（加上狗狗）

除了同学以外 周围都是陌生的 不管怎么样 感觉还是有文化的差别


话说 回去 我也想了不少

感觉是不是应该简单点过 不想那么多

人活一生不容易啊~ 应该为自己拼出个什么来

可是想想 我喜欢么

是不是应该 一切顺其自然 不要强求

或者说 以前我老想当个什么硕士博士教授 想这样不是很有地位么

现在我想我是不是比较想读个硕士 然后再自己喜欢的单位工作 做自己喜欢的事

没有高高在上的人的辛苦 简简单单 平平凡凡过

只要日子过得好 衣食无忧 就满足了。

一切为家人 为朋友 为亲爱的 为自己


不过这不代表我不上进 只是说不要那么好胜 。。

不用什么都参一份 不用强求第一


这个年龄 就是这样

喜欢 做白日梦 想想未来 想想以后的路

喜欢一个人待会儿 喜欢一个听音乐走路

或者 也许 只有我吧。。


还有还有 同学们你们赶快回来吧 别老在国内待着

想你们了。。