Year 3 is really, no joke ><

Things are getting from bad to worst.

THAT thing, I don't wanna talk about it anymore...neither am I planning to interfere anymore..
But it just keep coming to me, affecting my mood.

CCA things, not as pleasant as well, at least not with the kind of mental status I'm having now.

Studies, well, it looks like I'm still able to keep my results there. And it's only the results.

I'm totally not in the mood for doing homework, not in the mood for revising, not in the mood to keep my things neat, even feels lazy to do council things, MA things...

I know what's wrong with me but I just can't help it. I need a break. Just a nice 3 days break without having to worry about school work and that will help me to recharge.

It just seems that there's no stop to homework, everyday, it just seem to keep piling up even if I had always been doing. The amount just never seem to decrease. Ergh.

Reflect, Rethink, Recharge.
I don't even get the time to, especially to recharge. I seem to get tired of everything. Eeshhhh.
=.=

I need to motivate myself.

虽然自己一直这样，而自己也知道自己根本就是空心，是虚的，但怎么就那不出意力、拿不出恒心来改变自己。别人的事对我来说就特别重要，别人不开心我就努力安慰、设法让他快乐起来，但谁来关心我呢？我又不是伟大的，而我自己的事，又总不喜欢跟人提起。。我怨谁呢我。