Long time no post~

Mew. A lot of stuff happened/is taking place.

1. SLI Door Gifts finally got going today. Whee! =D
2. Token of Appreciation almost done today! WHEEEE! (We got the idea today, and started today) xD
3. SLI Dance is more synchro, good good(:
   
4. SLI Booklet info is all in, checking for errors here and there~
5. Actual SLI Booklet is in making in process...jiayous!

T - 4 DAYS TO SLI!
Which is goooood. End of the tedious days =P And finally see your stuff used xD Haha. Sense of accomplishment. =P

Anyway.

You have racist and you have sexist, Suhang and I came up with a new word today:

Languagist

Hahaha, you can guess its meaning yeah?

Oh and, Suhang is the epic.

Suhang: Mr Yee how do you do this ah? *Shows Math Wkst*
Mr Yee: It's -this this this this-..
Suhang: *stares at Mr Yee* SH*T!

XD Hahahaha.

Oh Math test wasn't bad. =P I got an A, 22/25. Amazing. That made my day man.

LOL. Better go sleep =.=


Something is really ridiculous.
I sleep much much later when there is no school the next day and I have the whole day to do my stuff. LOL.

All my "trainings" in Year 1 and 2 are "poof!" gone after the Year 2 December Hols. That means that I am no longer able to sleep at 2am and still be energetic the next day. The now me will definitely fall asleep in class. =.=

Now I have to sleep at 11pm or earlier in order to function propeerly for the next day. T.T

Have just finished the SL Intro thing at 1.30am just now and sent it to relevant people..Started doing at 5.30pm until 6.30 and my family went out to eat. Reached home at 11 cos of rather walking around Vivo, the jam on the highway and getting stuck in the carpark cos the IU is faulty. =(

I'm getting very busy nowadays, for this week, my whole Saturday is devoted to council work although yes I could have made use of my time better. Sunday (today) is going to be, HOMEWORK! Recently, I had been checking my email every other 30mins or so and gmail will always be one of my tabs on Firefox. Everytime I check it, there's sure to be an email.

Anyway, we had SLI Dance Practice from 8 - 10am in the morning (Sat) and council meeting at 1 - 3pm.

The dance practice was productive..we've got our transitions right and worked out our intro! =D I think it looks quite nice! =) After that, stoned in the canteen for 1 hour to "recharge" since my battery is flat after the dance practice and then started mugging bio. O.o

At 12noon went for lunch and ate with the scholars, again. Talked to a few people after lunch and went for meeting at 1pm.

The meeting was, quite nice. Dr Wong talked about leadership, about SLW and stuff. I think what she said is meaningful and I agree with her esp for the part about, don't do just for the sake of doing. Haha. No other meanings btw.

Crapped with Ros and Janice after the meeting until 3.45 when her parents came to pick her up. We talked about Roy quite a bit, had fun laughing at him! HAAHA. xD

After that went down to canteen again since Dad said he can only come at 4.30 to pick me up. Joined Janice and Andy for their debate prep about adultery, Wen Xiang joined after awhile. It's quite...fun. Hahaha.

Met Ranran at 4pm and went to Student Lounge...and dad came. =)

And yada yada. I doubt anyone read all these xD Hahaha. Suchang's life isn't that exciting. =P


Rawr.

Math Test tomorrow. Had been doing a lot of Math practices..Hope they will help. Hope I don't fail. But I think I SHOULD be able to pass. Haha.

Anyway, despite the illness, busy schedule, really late dance practices, this week is awesome. HEH. xD


Rawr. Me sick, yes again. =.=

Must be too tired again. =/

Tomorrow's gonna miss school. Again.

Right.

I better start working on Math again even if there's still fever tomorrow.

Math math math math math.

Anyway, going to sleep soon. but shall just post about these few days!

VALENTINE'S DAY IN SCHOOL! =)



PRESENTS! =D
Didn't really take a close pic =/
*oh no nicole's one is out of picture T.T*
Hmm but anw, thanks to...
Meifang
Huishi
Michelle
Nicole
Kiona
Charmaine
Gerry
Yu Xiang
Amanda
Huimin
Vivian
Cherie
Gen
Su Hang
Ting
He Na
Shu Xian
Fangyi
CO Strings Instructor
and many many more~ =D

who gave me chocs, sweets, cookies, rose, cake, lollipops, marshmallows, hugs, hearts, messages, and etc! =DD

THANKK YOUU! XD

V. Day was so fun! The moment bell rings after the mentoring sessions ended for all Year 3 Classes, EVERYONEE start giving v. day presents and then rushed out of their class to give presents to friends in other classes. You see people running around the corridors, shouting from downstairs/upstairs xD Kind of chaotic but really really hyper and fun! =DD

Many people were carrying bags of presents around xD The councilors were running around to deliver the roses/chocs/messages too! =)



Meifang's cakie! =)
MY NAME~ XD



My present to everyone! There's five colors! though I only took picture of one...=P Packed 45 packs in all, chocs with message inside! =)



Message that goes with the lollipops that me, vivian, cherie and gen shared to give the whole 305! =) Standard design by me for my message to everyone xD

14TH FEB VALENTINE'S DAY (IN SCHOOL AGAIN).

No more presents and hyperness =/

Went to school at 9am in the morning for dance practice for SLI, until 11.30 >.< Was extremely tired after that, but went for Math immediately.

Half way through went for lunch with the Anzhi, Jiafan, Xuehe, Caiyu, and Zhou Shao. Listening to their conversation is entertaining enough xD hahaha.

Then went for Math again. =.=

Mr Yee went for lunch after that. (LOL.)

Met Ranran and his friend after that while waiting for dad to fetch. In the end he didn't come so stayed there to do math and to slack until around 4.30pm >.<

Shall go and sleep already. Mew.


School's V Day Celebration tmr~
HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY IN ADVANCE! =D

情人节快乐！
don't forget, valentine's day is not just for lovers but for friendship as well! ^^

I love everyone~

Seems like it's gonna be quite fun xD

Packed presents for 45 people, gave 1 today. left with 44 =)

My recipient's list is loooonnggggg. Hahaha.

Hmm.

Nanyang's Investiture was really good. It was super super synchro. Everyone stands at the same time, sit properly, neat movements. Very very nicely done =) Their school is also very cool. It is very well equipped with all sorts of things. They even have a broadcasting room where they do their recordings and everything. They literally can set up a CCA for those school radio kind of thing xD

The whole place was very pretty as well, with little gardens and swings everywhere. The building was those kind of nice red bricks. Super pretty. Hahah

Just to share...

I love this quote - “我很幸福，因为我曾经生活过。”

I can kind of, really feel it now. Although I 'm still kind of not used to the new class, after being in 207 for soooo long =P I like everyone around me, even people I despise last time, or people whom I thought I have nothing to talk to them about. Appreciate everyone around me. Haha =)



Right.

First I quit JJFC Exco Member - Website Team.
Now I just quit St.Margaret's Ex-Student Association (Youth Wings) Exco - PRO Communications.

RIGHTTTT.

Look at what NUS High is doing to me.

More like, okay fine I admit, what I'm doing to myself. It was Y2 last year and I had too much time. Trying to help everyone under the sun. It's Y3 now and I'm being super bad quitting everything when they needed help =.=

We just had a Math Quiz thing today, I totally CMI-ed. I literally won't be surprised to get a zero for that. ZERO. It seriously does not feel good I tell you.

As I said, I'm failing at Physics too.

Math and Physics.

RIGHT.

That's MORE THAN ENOUGH to kill me in NUS High.

Less crapping, more doing.

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2
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GOO!


As you can see, I have no better title for today's post. LOL.

Anyway, today was quite...happening.

It first started with me getting on to the public transport the moment I reach the MRT platform or the Bus Stop. The moment I reached the bust stop in front of my block, Bus 31 came and I hopped on. The moment I reached the point on the MRT Platform where I always aboard the MRT, the train arrived. The moment I reached the Clementi Bus Interchange, 196 was there. Interesting, isn't it.

This is not the best part. I literally slept my way to school today. Know what, on all the 3 public transports I took today, I fell asleep the moment I got myself onto a seat, and I always manage to wake up the moment I reach the station I'm supposed to alight. Epic. =P

PHYSICAL EDUCATION a.ka. PE today was insane!

Ran 4 Rounds around the track, followed by 4 sets of arm muscle conditioning, 100 triceps training, and 400 of another training for the arm, which I forgot the name. T.T

Physics Tutoring~
Eugene came to school to tutor me physics today and my physics totally CMI. I'm going to do the questions in the TB for practice man T_T I think he was about to puke when teaching me already >.<>.< I better buck up before the next tutoring before he starts to use me as all his falling/jumping-off-cliff/pilot-of-faulty-planes objects in the questions o.O

I think Roy had a much easier life trying to tutor me Chemistry last time. Okay maybe except for the first tutoring right before Year 2 Sem 1 Chem Exam when I asked him about the same topic for literally the whole day cos I simply don't get the new topic. =P But hey, I scored perfect marks for all the questions on that topic during exam okay! (Except for the insane pickle question). I actually remember ...~.~

Then went to NTUC with Vivian to buy the Lollipops for the class's valentine's day present and the plaster/bandage for the First Aid Kit thing. Then I bought valentine's day present for friends too! =))

That's all for today I think...haha =P


Lol, today went for a Dance Practice for SLI Performance.

This is the first dance practice I had after such a looooonnnng time. >.<
The last time I actually was involved in dance was like, Primary 6 o.O

Joined the Hip Hop part of the SLI Dance for fun, laughter, peace and joy! =D hahaha. And yeah it really was fun. =D

Managed to pick up the steps quite fast, but I realised I totally CMI at spinning. =.=
I CAN'T BALANCE. what the hell.

The steps are quite nice/cool/whatever =P And that's only the chorus where everyone dance together, not the real hip hop steps yet. Hehehe. For some reason, I'm looking forward to practice on Saturday o.O

Lol.

Oh, chem quiz was pretty well done. Hmm. NEEDS TO STUDY MATH T.T


370th Post! Haha.

Anyway, yesterday, I went for workshop and slept. And that's all I did. How unproductive I am. Grrr. This results in today's super long do-to list. I shall use my blog as a post-it note again.

1. Physics Worksheet (Due Tmr morning)
2. Bio Practical Graph
3. English Essay
4. Math Tutorial B3.1
   
5. Study Chem Lec 2
6. MATHHHHHHH~~~~
7. Geog notes...
8. Mastering Physics (At least 1 Asssignment today)
9. Physics Lecture (or should I leave this for tutoring on tues?)

Shit =.=

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I feel that I have no, specialty. Or rather, I can't do my best in something. Often I'm just already satisfied with what I already am and I lack the determination and perseverance to strive for the better. I lose interest in something after doing it for a long time.

When everything come together, I just feel like escaping, or sleep and then wake up and get headache again.

I had a CAP of 4.57, so what? I dare not say that I'm good, I was more of a mugger than someone who is truly strong in academia.

This semester, I'm going to have my CAP dropping to the lowest it can get.


I'm feeling very chinese now and I'm so tempted to blog in Chinese.

Although I'm from China, my chinese totally CMI. I don't know how to say many things in chinese. You might not want to compare my chinese to the china scholars in my level. You will realised how sucky it is XD hahaha.

There was one period last last year I think, I went all Chinese, I blogged in Chinese, my MSN was chinese, my phone was in chinese. Hahaha. =D

Frankly, it feels good(: It feels like I'm back in China again and I'm still a true Chinese no matter what. It's like, hey you're in Singapore for 8 years, your chinese is getting sucky, you can't express yourself in Chinese as good as you can in English but LOOK, don't forget your roots. Hahah.

Well China is quite far behind in some things compared to other countries in the world, chinese kind of lack ethical values and stuff. But truly, I still prefer to be in China. If I had a choice, if not for Education, I would have stayed in China.

For those planning to go overseas to study (other than universities), well I guess you should really reconsider. It's...not very fun. The difference, the culture, the language (if it applies). But I agree that it gives you a lot of exposure, it allows you to gain experience which many won't go through, it forces you to face the reality, it allows you to grow up and be mature.

Local students in our school say that China Scholars who came in Year 3 are all very competitive and they are not fun to be with. I guess it's because of the difference in culture, the common topics in coversations, and stuff. And hey, they are here to study, aren't they? If they aren't competitive and strive to be good in academics, what else are they here for? This applies to me as well actually to be frank, I won't say that I'm not competitive.

I feel that I'm in neither groups actually, I'm somewhere in between. I'm too Singapore for the Chinese and I'm too Chinese too for the Singaporean. Too chinese as in, well I'm fine in all ways just certain things which we don't always come across. Do I make sense? Okay nevermind. >.<

Okay I shall stop talking about this.

So anyway, I went for the Leadership Workshop in Pei Hwa today. Not as a student but as a facilitator. Well, now I realised how hard it is to handle primary school kids. I mean, yes they are good, but don't get the same thing as you. Example, small things to you may mean a lot to them, they see it as unfair. Yeah.

The bus trip to Pei Hwa this morning was crazy. First, i went over to the Tampines Bus Interchange to meet Royston at 6.15am and I realised that there's actually 23 at the bus stop right in front of my house. Royston was late so I took 23 to TP to meet him. I didn't know there were 2 bus stops in front of TP so i alighted at the wrong one, ended up waiting for another bus. So finally we met and we took to Sim Lim square and changed to 170. Royston was blur and we alighted at the wrong bus stop. >.< We had to wait for another bus.

Haha. It's just epic. Lol.

Then both of us were super super sleepy on the way back. You should really listen to the kind of tone we were talking with. I slept at 4pm later on when i reached home and I woke up at 9.30. I didn't do any work today again and I'm going to sleep soon. Rawr.

I need my weekend to make up all that sleep time I missed during Weekdays man.


Gah. =/

In the school library, blogging on Ting's laptop now. I was literally half asleep during nearly all lessons today except for the first period - Math.

Chem quiz was okay, physics was.....T_T. I still kinda dun get it. Or more like, I lack revision.

Work work work. A lot of work... T.T

SLI is on the 2nd March and there's a lot of things going on now. >.<

1. SLI Booklet (Intro of SL Boards part)
2. Door gifts and Token of Appreciation
3. SLI Dance Performance
4. SLI Poster o.o

I'm still considering whether or not to go out with the 207 girls + some guys on Sat....might just be too busy to go =/ Eesh.

Anyway, I'm slacking now. For god-knows-what reason when there's a pile of work to attend to. Will be leaving school for NUS at 5.30pm later. Need to go to Science Centre next next week to sign contract with science centre. ><

Gah gah gah.

Nothing funny had been happening recently. =/ Eeeshh. I rmb last year this time, I was still having too much fun and slacking around =.=


Today's PE was terrible.

1 round around the track, water break, 3 more rounds around the track. Then we did 4 sets of conditioning which includes push-ups, sit-ups, burpies (or whatever you spell that), rangers (again, whatever you spell that) and jumping jacks. >.<

Shermaine to Esther: " Stand up and do jacking steps!" XD

Anzhi and Chen Wei was being funny today and I laughed so much that I can't do my sit-ups for awhile =P Sorry Ms Loh.

Those. are. the. tedious. man T_T

During recess after PE, saw Glen, Yuxiang, Meifang, Huishi and Michelle in the canteen so went over to join. Passed $2 to YX to help me buy nugget, in the end he bought 2 and shared the other one with Glen o.O

In class before English, was funnnyyy. Vivian and Gen were doing some fortune telling thing with cards. My results are like super out but super funny xD Gen and Esther's were more epic though =P Gen's was ben ben ben ben ben all the way XD

Anyway, I'm supposed to be finishing Math Assignment 1 today according to my work plan but I haven't even started. Basically due to the 1 hour of slack time I had just now (now I regret) and the sudden realization that I haven't studied for Tingxie which I spent another 30mins on. I could have used a much shorter time.

Math Assignment looks hard. Should have done it with Huishi, Meifang, Glen, Michelle and Yu Xiang today in their class. =/

Rawr. Spent time from 1pm to 4.30pm in school today to mug Bio, which I finished. Yay! =) But I slacked for 1 hour in between, and I kind of totally cannot concentrate well when I was mugging Bio. =/

1 hr of slack time in sch + 1 hr of slack time at home = could have done math assginment =.=

Heck.

Anyway, tomorrow's gonna be another mugging session in the lib, hopefully I can concentrate and then I will need to go for council meeting. rawr.


Was feeling kind of emo today in school until the end during the Chinese or Bio Practical. I literally dao-ed 50% or was it more of what Su Hang said to me. >.<

Eeesh.

Loosen up.

Well there's nothing in specific going on now for the SL boards I'm involved in. Had MA Meeting to talk about the Music Week, which after that, I haven't got anything to do. Submitted council draft proposal, no further instructions yet, currently doing parallel discussion for school merchandise over mass email. CCA Charity Concert still waiting for other CCAs to decide on their I/Cs.

Thus that will mean, I shall take the time to mug mug and mug more. 1 month is not long, common tests are coming. I need to buck up on Math still.

Fleming house meeting today was...=.= (Not referring to house meeting content, referring to Yu Xiang and Nicole =.= )


I er, have no comments for the hostel orientation. But the mugging session at Mos Burger after that with Su Hang, Jia Huan and Anzhi was quite fun I guess.

Another nice song...

JJ 林俊杰 - 我还想她

泪水 将我淹没 到底谁该难过
究竟 是谁放掉 这段感情
我才终于明白 办不到的承诺
就成了枷锁
现实中幸福永远缺货

请告诉她 我不爱他
笑著难过 自我惩罚
想终止这一切挣扎
横了心 说真心谎话

别告诉她 我还想她
恨总比爱容易放下
当泪水堵住了胸口
就让沉默 代替所有回答

我不爱 我不痛 我不懂
我的心 早已掏空
真心话 言不由衷
别告诉她 我还想她
就让沉默 代替所有回答