Was ultra stressed up because I can't get anything into my head for Bio and she started being very angry so she started scolding me for being moody. Can't help it but raised my voice at her, went back into my own room and cried. >.<

Ergh. Wth. Kind of cold war now.

Okay I seriously don't understand why she just don't get the fact that I just need some peace for myself when I'm moody and she just have to scold me for that. At least, she can just talk to me, all I need was someone whom I can talk to, or talk me out of that stupid moody feeling.

I kind of refuse to talk and was moody and she just have to come up with all sorts of assumptions and reasons for why I am moody and started scolding me from all her assumptions. I just need silence, get my thoughts right, and I can continue studying like how she wants me to.

It's like that every time. Like, whenever I'm in front of her, I just cannot show that I'm moody. She expects the "forever happy" me. That was like, in P6 or early Year 1. =/

They are out now and finally I can have some peace, no fights no quarrels. Now, again, I am in no mood to study. There's 4 lectures of Bio, I haven't touch Chemistry AT ALL, I haven't done Stats prac, I haven't revise Geog. I haven't done anything. I'm now exactly like the kind Mrs Chui talked about during mentoring the other time, the "Have-a-lot-do-to-but-escape-from-everything-and-then-screw-everything" kind. =.= Damn.

Again, all these are the 15 crap. Again, I need to survive 15. To at least have peace at home.

Okay I'm gonna relax for awhile, get my mind right, and go back to studying. And relax some more after exams. Good luck to myself.