Some things just got me thinking these days.

I somehow concluded that I'm actually a person who really don't treasure things and I always do things without thinking of the outcomes. I'm just like, doing whatever I thought at that split moment. Somehow, I've to change this habit, it's getting situations worse when there's a problem and i'm hurting people by doing that somtimes, although I didnt mean it.

Maybe I was too used to having that group of super close friends from primary school whom we talk like no one's business, I don't have to watch my words and language when I'm talking to them because we've been friends so long that, we can even laugh when we insulted each other. x)

Well, it seems that when I have the best things in the world, I don't treasure it and I only knows how much it means to me when I've lost it. But it's too late, no matter how much i've regretted it.

It's just like, I have this concept deep in mind, "once mine, always mine." which is super not true when it comes to certain things.